Mindbender

a very good friend of mine always utters his objection towards me. whether he says i’m being foolish, stupid, gullible, etc. am i? sometime when the logic says eject, the intuition says the opposite. and guess which one prevails?

a friend says i have to liberate myself because without those burdening matters, i will be fine, completely. will i? i have experienced spending my days away thinking about this and the quest remains the same. i do want to fix. i do want to stick around. sheeshh maybe i AM foolish!

another bestfriend says that i have to deal with it. it’s us who know better than anyone else and stories won’t be the same. to think of every single action for the sake of this. man it’s horrid i know. maybe i will stop. eventually, when the oase has drained and the wishing well runs out of wishes and coins.