my zahir

I mean, what is fidelity? the feeling that I possess a body and a soul that aren’t mine? (Paulo Coelho - The Zahir)

how i can’t let go the madness that finally erases me off the reality is beyond my control. how i always stumble upon small pebbles and wish to go back when i fall off. how i always feel like finding my oase on Mojave Desert. how i love to obsess and not to walk away (as i’ve promised).

to stay here instead of whisking away.  i’m living and dreaming synonymous presence and i just can’t wake up. or i don’t want to.

you are the astrolabe, the vein of a marble in a column of a mosque, the tiger and the twenty centavo. day and night. ebb and flow. right and wrong. dream and waking moment. madness and holiness.

every single thing in my tiniest atomic parts.

its protons. in every single angstrom.

For You, my asleep and my all times.

One Response to “my zahir”

  1. optictstoosse Says:

    Bite my shiny metal ass, assholes, you were joked!

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