nightmare

Institute of Advance Legal Study Library. Electronic Unit Room. computer 22.

In my narrow and tiny cubicle accompanied by a high-rise (or skyscraper?) lookalike pile of books (i haven’t even read them, just flipped through, skimmed, or whatever it’s called) suddenly i have this horrid thought about my inability to finish my dissertation on time. scary. i have massive revision yet conclusion to be re-written. she said i sounded like in a hurry. yeah i was. my mistake ^^;;

as my fav quote of the day is " well maybe it makes sense in YOUR head", which means those conclusions just don’t make sense for anybody else, dumb-ass!

i have my pages marked with red-colored comments and underlined words from my supervisor asking for further explanation of what i wrote. not easy. this is the real deal. and i chose a vast topic which opens indefinite arguments. never ending. abyss. labyrinth. whatever. and i thought this topic was easy peasy before. it is said that med and law students are most likely to commit suicide. hahaha! yeah that’s me. law school. a bunch of geeks, thick books, journals, statutes and essays. oh! and the friggin best part, case summaries. bloody hell..

*passes out*

oh anyway, have you ever felt like vomiting after reading too much?

ps: hey i really made it sound horrible but actually it isn’t, only a temper tantrum, actually the thing is, i’m in love with my dissertation instead, i even wake up early in the morning and "dissertation" is the first thing on my mind and rush to the library *geekkkssss!* (but after spending the whole day in the library, you deserve to get some fun at night, ay?)

oh yeah and also because i was sitting next to a guy (who absofuckinlutely looked like gay) who browsed for muscly guys in white undies photos on the internet. and that was a public place.oh even worse, Law Library! dear God.

One Response to “nightmare”

  1. Rai Says:

    smangat chiet!! inget kalo lu dah beres bisa balik bandung. waitaminnint. emang mau balik? pasti betaah deh, hayoo.. ok kalo lagi pusing inget deh.. sesuatu yg rhyme n jorok dikit, let me see.. gituan sesuatu..
    heheheh..
    nah.. dikit lagi girl, hajar terus!!!

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