Mindbender

once i saw a couple at heathrow’s departure gate hugging and crying at the same time, they looked miserably sad. the guy was about to get in but a couple of times he went back to the girl and hugged her and kissed her again and again. how sweet. the guy had huge backpack and the woman looked like a professional with her elegant suit, maybe a lawyer, or an accountant, dunno, but anyway, she looked nice.

that thing made me wonder what happened to them, does the guy have a mission in a jungle far far away for a long time so he can’t go back? or does the guy has to go to a war so he can’t promise to be in her side anymore? or maybe his visa expires and and apparently he’s a criminal so he can’t extend it and it makes him not to be able to stay in the UK anymore? ah beats me.

well, i’ve been there, several times, i’ve been the one who’s being left, also i’ve experienced to be the one who left and dissapeared in the departure gate. but i’ve never cried in that kind of situation, i never know how it feels to see the one that i really love just dissapear in front of my eyes and i can’t say a word so i just cry instead, hmm..

once when i left someone at the departure gate, i felt a bit relieved, thank God i’m gonna be apart from him! hahaha! how mean, i felt even more sad to leave my sisters and my mom.

or when i saw my boyfriend (now: ex)  dissapeared at the gate, i felt sad a little bit, but that’s just it, because i knew that time i would see him again.

how does it feel? to see our loved ones just dissapear and you just have to let go? to see the thin partition separating us but can’t get through to reach them, or to ask for only one more minute to hug them but it just impossible, or feel so helpless not to be able to see them for a long period of time and there’s nothing you can do.

beats me.

only want to say i love you for my mum and my sisters, before it’s too late to say it.

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