Mindbender

Ok i’m gonna be friggin 25 next month! scary, time does fly so fast!

saya mau apa? saya mau jadi apa? saya mau kemana? i wanna touch people’s lifes but i wanna have enough money to see the world! i wanna have kids, wanna have a perfect family, but i don’t wanna give up my job cuz i love working sooo much, i love to be busy, i love deadlines and teamwork, i love to be busy! i wanna teach kids, i wanna do more research, i want to practise law in the UK (don’t ask why i don’t wanna practise in Indo, okay!), i wanna travel around the world working in an NGO, helping developing countries with their IT laws, silly girl, you only can choose one carreer okay, don’t be that greedy!

if i check out other chevening scholars’ blogs, i always feel like i’m the simplest scholar amongst all! i still have no prestigious achievements, i don’t have a cool job such as an international newspapers journalist or a pediatrician in a jungle, i can’t write about politics on my blog, just some silly stuff, ramblings about life.. i don’t have this idealism and philosophical way of thinking, sheesshhh… i’m just lucky perhaps, lucky for a common gurl like me to get this scholarship, lucky bastarddd!!

i’m really scared to be stupid, but i’m too damn lazy to give a damn about politics and philosophers etc, i keep reading this low brow chicklits instead..

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