Asphyxia
That was just me who had this placebo on my mind about this frivolous thing. Mere hallucination. Unimportant. Insignificant. Made me feel suffocated. I was being silly by thinking if i was all ears for hours and being nice all the time i would be able to catch this chatty rabbit. While in fact, i don’t like rabbits who talk a lot. They lie.
I was being used, completely. Yet i was a marionette and he was the puppeteer. Maybe i subconsciously enjoyed it and got tortured at the same time. Preposterous. I don’t know. Heck i am so proud i don’t want to admit it. Yes i am emotionally drained. I am so sick of it. Stop pestering me. Please.
Let the next one finds me and catches me and not the other way around.
